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I am in the room

Posted on 20 October 202020 October 2020 by Jill McLachlan

The following is an excerpt from ‘Unearthing Why: Stories of thinking and learning with children’, written by Clare Britt and Jill McLachlan. (2020, p.28).

Have you ever been surprised to find yourself in the classroom? Might seem a strange question — but it happened to me.

As a beginning teacher I was startled to find my ‘self’ so vividly in the classroom with me. I was there … in living, moving colour. Somehow I’d managed to imagine myself differently than I actually was.

Over the years of my training I had unknowingly been building an image of myself as a teacher — I had imagined what teaching would look like, how it would feel. What I had not counted on in all my imaginings was the significant gap between what I imagined and what I experienced.

What I experienced wasn’t bad; it just wasn’t at all what I expected.

There I was in the classroom, me — all of me.

Alongside my joy, passion, creativity, and unwavering commitment to children, there they were — my insecurities, frustrations, exhaustion and disappointments. How had these unseemly little critters made it into the school? I certainly had not invited them.

And so came one of the most important lessons I’ve learned as a teacher:

I am in the room. Not some image of me, not some idealised version of myself — me.

That realisation came to me partnered with an equivalently important sense of responsibility.

If I am going to be ‘in the room’ then I am determined to find ways of unearthing what I bring and making who I am visible and open to question, not wanting to be caught unaware of how my presence influences the children I teach.

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